Sunday, 29 May 2011

sigh ;


i feel so queasy and emotional. i really hate this feeling.

two lessons in a week.

first ; control your emotions. seriously. just because certain brainless and sarcastic people happens to live in this world. my happiness of passing undang is shattered by some stupid prank. haaargh. :/ 

second ; be more considerate. be more sensitive to other's people emotion. do not be tactless. and actually ACT, not just ponder and contemplate things. at least try to do something. i'm sorry, i really am.

Friday, 20 May 2011

choices, choices.

i'm pretty sure most of people is in dilemma now, which course to pick to further study in. at least, i do. we've all have gone through this phases many times, back in primary school, secondary school, and now we have to undergo this again. good for those who had already made up their mind what to be, because being confused is frustrating.

to go a path that what people wishes you to be, or to go a path that yourself want to? the path that is usually trodden is the one that what people wants you to be, because it is common, well known and most likely will produce a good result if you enter that course. but the downside of the choice is, whether we could handle the course, or not. still, if you have the will and the drive to do it, insyaAllah you can manage.

hence, this leads to a need to research. research what your wanted course consists of ; the subjects, which university provides the course (for distance and such), the competition for the course (whether high or low), the chances to get job later, the money needed through out your studying(some course have high cost ; whether the fees - doctors, dentistry, medicine related or the equipments  - arts, photography, architecture, designs and etc. ) don't think the chances to get your job now, think of the chances to get your job later, as in the time you'll be graduating. for example, animation career just started to grow in malaysia, hence there'll be quite a chance to score a job later, since it is just established. i think. your personality also counts ; whether you like to mingle with people or able to withstand paperworks.

being a teacher is good too, whether a secondary school teacher or a lecturer. if you're really good with social skills and teaching people, why not ? there'll be few subjects to major in, languages, science, architecture, arts, agama, maths, accounts, sports and others.

programming, computer science is not bad too :) ; if you're interested in computers. they never grow old, as far i could tell.

or, if you're good with business, take the business course, and start selling. heck, tak payah ambil course pun boleh successful in business if you're really good at it :)

anything pun, rezeki di tangan Allah. pray, ask for His guidance and tawakal :)

toodles out-*

Wednesday, 18 May 2011

update update.

being away from the net thanks to matrix is one of the reason why my previous blog is dead. there's also few other stuffs, which is better left unmentioned.

so err. today is a good day. i somehow managed to woke up early compared to my usual time of waking up, being productive today by organising things here and there :)

today is also the day i got the long awaited internet ; God knows how long i've been waiting for this moment to come. mati kutu kot tak ada internet haha. finally now, i can surf to my heart's content, after DECADESSSSSSSSS. (bukan decades pun, hyperbola je ahaha T__T)

and thirdly i got my final results, which is.. suprising. i seriously didnt expect that i would got such marks, due to the ALOT of stuffs happening before the exam period, study week and during the exam time. both physically and mentally straining, i thought i had flunked the exam papers. but Alhamdulillah things went well. Thank you Ya Allah :')

then my bestest friend called, its been quite a while since i've talked to her, and this sated my missing-her-feelings. :))
i REALLY cant wait for her to come back, and then i hope that we'll have fun together yes? <3

so now there's few more months to go before studying starts again. hope in these few months i'll have fun and do the things that i should do. harap dapat la buat benda yang berfaedah, hek.

hai thar.

hello. this is going to be my third blog. the first one is dead, second one is sealed, hence this'll be my third attempt. going to pour my heart's content and whatever i feel like writing here. hopefully this one will stay abit longer, durr. and hello there friends! :)