piano and violin

are the instruments that produce the best sound in the whole world, at least for me. and oh, electric guitar too.
i LOVE listening to orchestras and piano perfomances, though i've never been to an official one, sadly. I wish someday I could listen to em, maybe a "Distant World Orchestra" perfomance? or maybe orchestra thrown by VGO orchestral team, though I highly doubt that they will come to Malaysia.. -.-
of course, other instruments are amazing too. bass, drums, flute and saxophone are my favourites too. basically everything sedap lah senang cerita.

ああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああ
ドキドキドキ！！！！！！

i really like to listen to  them. lots lots lots lots lots lots lots.

ending this post with a electric guitar ; medley of final fantasy 8 tracks by BKMJMBOXさん
his nimble, skillful fingers... はああああああ。。。。。。

it's a long good 10 minutes video, but worth the watch. his skills.. i cant even decipher ==

okok back to study

like a Squall

reference to final fantasy 8 yes.

Squall ; typhoon; turbulence, chaoticness.

consist of his attributes,

only the negative one.

never the good one, never same with his last name. Leonhart.

no, far from that, i am.

he changed as time passes. as he matures.

but still, deep inside, he still owns the negative, pessimistic part of him.

because afterall, he's still a Squall. The Squall.

青の色

today is my pick a random number day /o/

this morning my group did a lucky draw for those who are gonna present and elaborate subtopics in CNS, and I got number 4. It's my favourite number since I was a kid :3

then at the night the whole USM-KLE students had adjourned a meeting related to sports. the system was similar with the system back in high school. and again after a random draw, I got myself a place in the BLUE TEAM WOOHOO. Light blue pulak tu. I LOVELOVELOVE light blue in colour buehehe. Plus the team's name is ARCTIC. Its related to Ice, the elements I liked the most between the five core elements /o/

and lastly my name was listed as the number 25th on the checklist of the random draw. anotherrrr favourite numbah.

random information is random but i am so going to remember this day XD

p/s: Nurul Nadia's 19th birthday today. happy birthday to you miladyyyyyyy moga panjang umur dimurahkan rezeki oleh Allah. blessed to meet YOU PEOPLEZ. hopefully our friendship lasts until Jannah. :) <3 <3 <3 /hughughug

moment of weakness

everyone have that particular moment of weakness, the moment when they feel everything is off, not right, ugly for them, like they're on the brink of the destruction?

i wonder who'll be by my side when i do have one?

who'll just stand by my side and watch with pitiful eyes?

who'll just hear the whispers and rumours flying, and offer condolences and comforting words from afar?

and who'll  be by my side, sharing the pain, empathizing instead of sympathizing with me, rubbing comforting circle notion on my back, and tell me that everything will be alright?