moment of weakness part II

i've asked myself this question back before,

but actually i already had my answer long time ago.

you might not be here with me physically,

but i know you're here with me,

君は私の心の中にいます。

私の会いたいアイボ。私の柱です。いつもありがとう。

ずっとそばにいて欲しい 

harini

sangat menarik alhamdulillah.

room mate matrix saya yang baik lagi suci contact saya alhamdulillah. rindu mimi bangatt <3

lepas tu tengahari ada lunch kat rumah professor KJ. semua lauk sedap-sedap. syabas semua gadis dah boleh kahwin dah ni ;)

terima kasih prof KJ :D :D :D ; selamat fly--

sempena pemulihan sakit tekak, saya dan beberapa orang manusia pergi makan eskem basikal robin. makan perisa coklat + butterscotch.

bak kata emak, "ha, makan la lagi aiskrim. tu memang ubat sakit tekak tu haa."

si jah kemain lagi, mulutnya manis bagaikan choc topping yang melimpah ruah.

kemudian kami melawat BIBA. baju dia.. masyaAllah, lawa lawa belaka==" harga dia pun memang sama
lawa la walaupun ada sale. tergoda iman. sib baik tak beli apape. hem hem.

last sekali pergi kakewalk. tak pernah pergi. sedih betul dah berapa bulan kat sini baru sampai kakewalk hahaha.

lepastu nampak 'baya' tu tabur corn bersalut mayonis(?) atas satu keping roti besa gedabak tak tipu. lepas tu dia tabur cheese kat atas tu then grill. serious tempting. apakan daya perut sudah kenyang TT_TT

takpe, ada masa lima tahun insyaAllah.

alhamdulillahhh all in all harini sangat menarik walaupun hari-hari sebelumnya lemau yang amat. thanks gadis-gadis berkenaan kerana menceriakan hari sayaaaaaa <3 

JUS 101 - Teras Keusahawanan

memang tidak tidur laa semua orang menyiapkan JUS yang tidak enak ini.

selamat berusaha kepada mereka yang sedang menyiapkannya.

dan selamat malam kepada mereka yang sudah menyiapkannya.

moga segalanya dipermudahkan dan berjalan dengan lancar, amin.

disappointment

but i'm not sure to whom it is directed.

is it on you, or is it on me?

maybe it's a mixture of both.

disappointed with myself for being like this, caring too much

disappointed with you because..?

:)

な、本当に油断せずに行こう。ぜったいに。

destiny

I believe, every encounter and separation is already destined.
I did not regret knowing everyone I've met in my life. Because thanks to them, they mould me the way I am.
Every single conversations and actions counts, whether it's good or a bad one. Whether it's only watching people interact or each other, or participating in the action itself, I try to reflect on myself, to put myself in other people's shoes. Eventhough at times, the self reflect came late, and the damage is already been done.

By saying it's already destined, I try not to regret what had happened. Doesn't mean that I won't do anything and leave it all to fate, but I'll.. do whatever I can.

For example, ( a weird one tho ) you accidentally broke your favourite mug. Or ornaments, or anything you treasure. You saw it happening, falling on the flat ground surface, but you aren't able to stop the fall. It broke and got smashed to tiny pieces. No matter how much you regret.. there's nothing you could do about it. We can never turn back time. Same goes for everything in our life. What's done is done.

I am thankful for being able to meet everyone. I believe nothing last forever, your age increases, your youth fades away, even memories that you tried to hold on tight will eventually vanish slowly, leaving remnants and pieces as you grow older because your brain are not able to retain the memories anymore. Why? Because we are only human. We have our limits, no matter how hard we tried, how much researched about lengthening our age. Just, no. There's nothing we can do about it, except hope for the best, for each of us.

So don't fret. It's okay. Because we're destined to end up this way.

Alhamdulillah

Syukur, that we human are gifted with special senses, limbs and high motor system.
With that, we're able to play and enjoy our daily intricate activities, sports for example.
For instance, when you're playing badminton. You look at the shuttlecock. You estimate the distance. Your muscles tense to get ready for the upcoming move. You hit the ball with your racquet, estimating the extension of your arm, with a form of racquet ; without even looking towards your action of hitting the ball.
That, is one intricate and beautiful process. The action of seeing, estimating and gauging your movement, the strength of your movement, while moving towards the ball, all in one go, is a very detailed and complex process. Sending data to your brain, interpreting, and giving the orders to your corresponding limbs.

Lawa sangat sistem badan kita ni SubhanAllah ;__; <3

Tak mungkin semua ni boleh dibuat oleh manusia kan? :)
Allah yang buat semua ni. Hebat kan?
Jadi kita kena la bersyukur dengan apa yang ada~ dan menggunakan anggota badan kita sebaik mungkin :3
renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal-*

pleasureable pain

おはようございます世界！

Good morning world!

played badminton this morning. 45 minutes. ONLY. sebab tempes nak main badminton jugak. takpelah. at least dapat merasa. sumpah rindu main badminton :)

sini unexpectedly dewan badminton dia kecik. as in sangat kecik. ada 2 court je, and the distance between the two courts are minimized and short. bleh ;^;

I think it's been uh.. six months since I've last played badminton. as expected my skill had deteriorated steeply hahaha. habis la macam ini T___T

I hope I can play badminton again someday, in Malaysia. though I think it would take a long time to do that.

rubbing salt to the wound